Sunday, August 17, 2008 ; 11:37 PM♥
Yoz, finally!!!
I'm ready to work hard. Omg, i freaking start on my chem revision men!!! Mrs Loy, U beta watch out i tell you...!!! haaa, Without u we still can do it. U r not of any help anyway....Puffff....
(im evil...sry)
Labels: chem
Blink Blink, 17 Aug, half a August has gone by.......I turn and look at what i have achieve so far. I see none!! V saddening, V discouraging.
Had been reminding myself stop procrastinating, stop dreaming...BE realistic!!!! It works for that pathetic 5 to 10 second to start concentrating on whateva i need to do.
The boost just dies as soon as i put my courage together, reach for that bloody book cover and open it. "Bang" Closed it!! Is so frightening. Behind that cover lies a thousand and million of words, formula,and knowledge i have to swallow then digest. Omg, i cant bloody eat them !!!
Maybe i suffer from "pre-examinations anxiety", when ever i got so nervous, i cant possibly study, not a single word will be stored in my brain.
Worse if i enter exam hall.....I blank out Blank out = Finish!
I can still cope with this "anxiety problem if i try a little bit harder. BUt BUT....My family problem adds on to my stress of coping with my exam. Is just like a hidden granite that will blow off any time, When i does, the impact is just as great as you can imagine. It kill my self esteem.
So I bloody need encouragement, so much encouragement that i need to pull myself together and get over it....
Help me my reader!!!!Labels: seek help
